Runaway train never going back. Wrong way on a one way track. Seems like I should be getting somewhere, Somehow I'm neither here no there

I have nine headaches. Each has a different name. And they wont go, not in a hurry. My eyes fall on the vase. There are seven yellow zebras. I can treat them with the zebras. But I am two zebras short. Michael and John are still here. They have decided to keep me company through the night. I avoid them and start counting the stars in the sky. I spot Nancy. She begins a conversation. She is on their side. She joins them on my crowded bed. I try ignoring them. They are pulling at my pillow. I throw the pillow to the ground. I twist and turn. I pull the cover to my head. But now they are watching television and it is to loud. I want to sleep. I want to be able to get out of bed tomorrow morning and go to work. That will make me feel better. Now the three of them start laughing. Work will make her feel better. Has she thought of where she is going? I start singing to myself. Something we used to sing in my school assembly. They get bored. I see them leaving from the corner of my eye. Now I can hear the clock. Its making too much noise. I need to pull out the battery. But I don't have the strength. To move . Or to scream.