Tonight ....We are young ...So let’s set the world on fire ....We can burn brighter than the sun

It is exactly 2 months away from my birthday. That point of time when there would be enthusiasm and hope and the setting of some goals. Mostly weight loss. And many thoughts on the dress to be worn.

This year, I am pregnant with my first child- so no weight loss goals for me. Which is a happy thing. I guess. But I think it would still be worth having a countdown - a countdown to some wishes,  some targets, some hope.

So here goes in no particular order:

Rediscovering that happy carefree place. Being less careful. More open. More forthright. Less flexible. Less fearful. Of being judged. Of rejection.

Making home. Truly home.

Letting go. Resolving. Settling.

Finding a new self. With parts of the old. The important bits.

Sharing my opinion.  And making decisions. On the mundane and the important. Rediscovering and respecting my choices. My decisions. My self.

Counting my blessings. And being more grateful.

And accepting that there will always be something more that I want. No matter what. And that that is okay.